Once upon a time little Callum had a dream,
To be happy and full of self-esteem,
To not have fear and to be happy in life,
To settle down, have kids and a wife,
To live in a world that was safe and secure,
To be happy and content and nothing much more
But one day the devil he did came to me,
Changed my mind and everything I see,
Now all I see is darkness in my mind,
With self-hating demons following me all the time,
Voices in my head and tears in my eyes,
I had a happy few years but now I just wanna die,
Pushing people away, cos my demons they do stay,
Cos I’m so messed up I just wanna fade away,
Nightmares and terrors every single night,
Mental health aint killed me yet but I’m getting to tired to fight,
Once upon a time little Callum had a dream,
To be happy and full of self-esteem,
To not have fear and to be happy in life,
To settle down, have kids and a wife,
To live in a world that was safe and secure,
To be happy and content and nothing much more
But I can’t have kids and my marriage fell apart,
So now I’m mentally ill but with a broken heart,
I can’t find a friend and I can’t find a lover,
Cos the world is divided and we all hate each other,
No one can be nice, no one can even get along,
Cos if you are right and everyone else is wrong,
Money controls the world, it’s the only thing that counts,
But I’ve lived my life skint, so my problems they do mount,
We all hate on others cos we are all insecure,
And if we want what they have we kill them in a war,
We argue and bicker, horrible as they come,
And If they beat us with words then we shoot them with a gun,
Once upon a time little Callum had a dream,
To be happy and full of self-esteem,
To not have fear and to be happy in life,
To settle down, have kids and a wife,
To live in a world that was safe and secure,
To be happy and content and nothing much more,
But life is beautiful it’s humans that make it hard,
So much violence in this world, no wonder we are all scarred,
We are in a massive rat race, so we must be all rats,
And with the devil playing tricks on me how can I compete with that,
And love is just a fairy-tale, made to make a profit,
The reality is much darker and it will all turn to shit,
Yet we live on a planet that gives us all we need,
But we rape and destroy it cos we all live a life of greed,
So fuck you little Callum and fuck your little dream,
Cos life can be so cruel and it aint what it seems,
Broken heart, broken mind and broken fucking life,
So go to the kitchen and get the sharpest knife,
Cut the pain away, and cut it all out,
Cos when you had your dream Callum, you forgot about the doubt,
So Fuck you little Callum you should really fucking die,
Cos you promised me a dream but you told me a massive lie,
I’m scared, I’m alone with demons in my head,
And thanks to your little dream Callum, I’ll soon be fucking dead,
I’m frightened, I’m nervous, I’m having a panic attack,
And it’s only getting harder, I just wanna go back,
So fuck you little Callum, and get that dream out your head,
Fuck you little Callum, you should’ve had a nightmare instead.
So fuck you little Callum, and get that dream out your head,
Fuck you little Callum, you should’ve had a nightmare instead.
Wrote on: 15/04/2023