Category: Poems

Society says “Be yourself”,But it also say “Don’t do it that way”,You have freedom in your voice,But be careful with what you say, We run around like rats in a massive rat race,With our minds trapped in a rat like, sheep like, monkey delusion,We are born free but imprison ourselves,As...

The songbirds of the morn and eve,The natural conductors of the orchestra that is life,Completely composed and fully in tune with their role as protectors,Life givers, care givers and saviours of deaths knife, The birds sing for the morning sun,The birds sing for the night’s sky,They sing for the re-birth...

When death and failure called me,When hate and anger wrote me notes,When bitterness and revenge tried to drown me,It was peace and love that kept my spirit afloat,.Countless mistakes I have made,And from each and every one of them I have learnt,Cos when I was crawling through the devils fires,I...

WARNING: Sensitive Subject....... I wrote a poem about the regrets of suicide...... This is a very powerful poem and reader discretion is advised. Please remember Party People...... You are ALL stronger than you realise and you never know what is round the corner. There are bad times and there is...

My shadow represents my soul,Wanting light but lost in the dark.My shadow represents my future,Dull. bleak and completely lost of all its spark. My shadow knows who I truly am,Knows me more than I know myself.It doesn’t need to be strong and it doesn’t care if it’s weak.It has no...

I’m trying so hard not to give up,I’m trying so hard not to break,But the more I try to survive and repair,The more life tries to take,I try to smile when I’m sad,I dance when there is no sound,I pretend I am not lost,When in reality, I know I’ll never...

The beauty of this world we cannot see,Cos we are blinded by the bright lights from the neon fake,And trying to find that peace that was once already there,Was human’s biggest mistake,We put ourselves in this daily nightmare,When we were meant to live a dream,We don’t challenge why or even...

I’m floating on a lost breeze of depressional rhythm,Lost in an existence of nothing,With only my conscience that is aware of my being,My sleep deprived mind believes that the reality of life is actually a thing,I am like a vibration on a guitar string,As it is plucked from the tears...

I’ve been raised up so I can fall,I’ve been locked in a prison but told I can open the gate,I’m told I’m worth it but they convinced me I’m worthless,I’ve been institutionalised by the self-hate,They tell me that I am unique,Yet tell me I’m exactly the same,They tell me my...

I am just a madman in your eyes,A dangerous freak in human clothes,With a mind that knows of only evil,And love and comparison is something I will never know,Your stories of my kind have defined me,Even if I live in a so called tolerant age,You may have released us from...

As the woman I once loved,Laughs and sings her hate for me,I sit here begging life for the slightest bit of peace,Just for a few moments, to know what it’s like to be free,The memories and demons they torture,My beaten and fragile mind,Screaming such vivid depictions of a time I...

I look at all the pretty birds,Flying high in that sky,Free from all the pain of a human’s mind,Completely free, never to ask why,Even with all the problems that I face,The biggest burden that I share,Is that I am down here,And not up there,One day though,And one day soon,I will...

I’ve drunk my drink, the bottle’s gone, this can-not last,If I don’t get a grip on my life, I’ll go downhill fast,What happened to them, was no one’s fault,Yet our lives have come to a halt,Look out! he’s drunk again,With a bottle of vodka as his only friend,We had a...

I have a Jeffrey Dahmer brain,I had the tests when I was young,I’m a damaged fucked up little psycho,And then some,My brain and his brain share the same patterns and colours,Him and me share the same kind of isolation,But he bowed down to them voices,,Where I chose to listen to...

River stop,River go, Receiving bliss,From the river’s flow,The trickle of the stream,A poet’s dream,Progression that’s always moving,The sound of the river, so very soothing,Reflections of the sun,Bouncing of its mirrored face,River, Oh Sweet River,Sending me to my happy place,River stop,River go,Receiving bliss,From the river’s flow,With the trickle of kaleidoscopic dreams,From...

I woke up half way through the night,Covered in crisp pieces, emptiness and fag ash,I saw the broken flickering lights from the TV in the dark,And my flat covered in trash,I drank the dregs of yesterday’s beer,Oh, and don’t worry I didn’t swallow the fag butt this time,I pull my...

Schizophrenia straight from hell,A madman’s curse,I may be little bit crazy,But the people who are classed as “sane” are a darn sight worse,The media and the clueless,Tell tall tales of witchery,Convincing common folk that my kind are monsters,Making up horror stories filled with fear and mystery,With no care to think...

As I rested at the root of a tree,I allowed my mind to escape with the breeze of the leaves,My eyes started to become open,And then I was finally allowed to see,Realisation come crashing down,And the meaning of my existence shown to me like words of a script,An epiphany before...

I rest my eyes,I try to sleep,But the demons always follow me,And in my dreams they creep,Pain and punishment,Is all I’ve ever really known,I try to get better each and every day,But the demons will always call my mind their home,So in the darkness,My head will always be,They will make...

Travelling like moisture in the air,Lost in the currents of the wind,Taken as a droplet from the ocean,Unique as a singular, but completely obsolete as a part of everything,The flow of life took me from everything I once knew,Made my existence both essential yet pointless,It took control of all my...

Losing who I am, I walk and I wonder,And as I lose the track of time with the madness of everyday,I ask my mind if it’s me or if it’s the world that surrounds,Our reality lost so madness can come out and play,I ask myself am I human or am...

When I wake up with tears in my eyes, I survive,When my head screams that I am worthless, I survive,When I feel like there is no hope, I survive,When I scream and beg for it all to stop, I survive,When no one will answer that phone, I survive,When I am...

I’m a ghost in my mind,Lost in all the confusion,I float on the waves of darkness,Before crashing into the rocks of delusion,I’m gone with the wind,Singing the songs that only isolation can hear,Warmed by the fires of nothing,And made cold by a single broken tear,Reality not being mine to possess,Made...

I don’t know what my future brings,Whether it be good or bad,But either way I await eagerly,Cos if I didn’t, I’d be mad,I’ve done a lot of thinking lately,And I’ve really focussed on what kind of man I am,I asked myself “Why am I forever stuck in the darkness”And why...

I feel trapped in the nothingness,Lost in a void of vague,And the calmness of it all,Circles me like a plague,All I want to do is sleep,Drift away in the seas and the skies,And I think if I died right now,I don’t even think I’d realise,Lost, Alone,Numb and removed,With no fight...

Sweet bird of mine,Feathers of colour and gold,Sing a song of pure for us,Woe my troubles of young and old,Locked up to perform,Your smiles and sunshine taken,Now nothing but a mere sideshow attraction,With the strength and courage in your heart slowly breaking,Stolen from an age of young,You never really stood...

I don't want happiness to just be a word,I don't want the idea of stable life to be absurd,I don't want my pain to be my earning,I don't want the value of my own life to be concerning,I don't want to be scared no more,I don't want to keep losing...

The journey of life is a strange one,With a few misguided crossroads thrown in,And our decision to what road we head down,Comes from an unknown desire deep within,But when it comes to our journey,Life forced me to do mine on my own,With no beginning or end,Where ever I lay my...