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Sweet god of fire,I burn with you,I feel your agony,For everything that’s false and true,Walking cobblestones,Into the pitch black night,Flames surround us both,Why try and fight,We continue to talk,Caressing sweet words of doom,With our death shall come new,And as pretty flowers we shall bloom,Vultures surround us both, Begging birds of...

They start bickering,Whilst playing war games,Saying whose rocket is bigger,I’m not saying any names,Not really caring about us,But controlling all of our lives,Eating two dinners in their second homes,Whilst the real hero’s live in dives,Posh private school,Paid for by your mummy and dad,Think you’re in with the working class,Cos you...

If I won a million,I would cure my illness,I would get rid of my diabetes,And be filled with wellness,If I won a million,I would better my life,I would book the biggest church,And make Tracey my wife,If I won a million,I would buy myself a car,Fill it up with petrol,And drive...

I came to see an AC/DC tribute band,To try and relax,But Anxiety, IBS and Type 1 Diabetes,Makes my confidence crack,Safe in the company of my stepdad,I try to let my hair down,At a very stressful time in my life,More stress I have seem to have found,I’m sat outside,Just in case,With...

Sipping on my 8th rum and coke,Slurring that life is a goddamn joke,My head full of demons, all hypnotisedWith my thoughts now all paralysed,I have entered the dark corner of my mind,With nothing but misery and torture to find,I have tears rolling down my face,I want to leave, but depression...

The music is loud,And people are having fun,A miserable face is the only way I’m noticeable,But happiness is only ok for some,I’ve been sat in a pub for over 2 hours,And still only on my first drink,But I need pure noise and chaos,Just so I don’t have to hear myself...

I see a Rose, All red in colour,It tells me I’m a fool, if I love another,I see a Rose, dressed all in white,Telling me to not stray tonight,I see a Rose, deep in blue,Asking me to stay true,I see a Rose, All red in colour,It tells me I’m a...

I’ve realised,My doctor is a pusher man,Giving me drugs,That he doesn’t even understand,Somewhere, someone unknown,Decides what drugs are legal or not,All decided based on which makes more money,A never-ending money-making robot,Right now, I’m numb and out of it,Like I’m an extra in the walking dead,All because I want help with...

Tired eyes rest up for the night,And my senses drop me from a great height,Showing nothing and nothing showing,With my inner demon’s strength ever growing,Falling deeper, deeper I fall,Into a land where there is no rule, Welcome to the world of dreams,Where nothing is as it seems,Whatever it is, alive...

I go outside,To smoke a cigarette,I’m surrounded by the night’s sky,And my troubles I soon forget,I take out my phone,To try and capture this peace filled occasion,As such calm in this life,Rarely comes free and without persuasion,But something unknown makes me focus,On the picture I’ve now obtained,I zoom in to...

Mental health,It will not define me,But mental health,Is all that they see,If I hide away,I’m a coward on the run,If I stand up for myself,I’m public enemy number one,If I tell the doctor,I’m in a place for the ill,If I tell the police,I’m running for the hill,If I tell my...

Look at that man,Sat over there,He’s having a full blown conversation,But no one else is there,He looks scared and lost,And he ain’t took care of himself,He is different to us,A classic symptom of mental health,It’s pure witchcraft,The devil’s own magic,It’s truly pathetic to see,And really quite tragic,I became a doctor,To...

The man who hates me,He rallied his troops,To judge people like me,By putting us into groups,He doesn’t understand me,And he refuses to even try,The hate and anger overwhelms him,And he just wants me to die,He doesn’t know if I am guilty or not,And he don’t care either way,And he never...

As my tears fall into the river,I get a cold and sudden shiver,I take a sip of vodka to try and forget,And I light up another cigarette,But no matter how hard I’m trying,I can’t stop myself from crying,And as those tears run down from my eyes,I confuse myself with ifs...

Dance with the Devil,And dance to his tune,Make a deal with the Devil,As the end is coming soon,The Lord Saviour,Can’t save us all,To not accept the Devils offer,Will soon make you a fool,Put on your dancing shoes,And accept your fate,And dance with the Devil,Before it’s too late!Beelzebub,He likes to swing,Beelzebub,Will...

The eyes in the dark,Watch me as I smoke,They continue to torture me,Like a perverted kind of joke,They stare at me,And I stare right back,A flicker of light,I ask, is it just a cat?My mind starts going mad,With all different scenarios,I think I hear it howl,As the wind blows,As I...

Sweet poetic sounds,From the Garden of Gaia,Where love and peace,Is the messiah,Just as nature intended,The journey of content,No room for anger,No need to repent,Angels softly singing,To melodies unknown,In the Garden of Gaia,Nature’s home,Butterflies fluttering,On the calmest of winds,Flora and Fauna live as one,Eternity never ends, never begins,Soft smoke rises from...

I sit here late at night,And try with all my might,To stop tears rolling down my face,I’m just in an unhappy face,Listening to the radio,And as the music plays, I let go,I cry for the entire song,All three minutes and twenty seconds long,Oh Mr. Singer set me free,Please let me...

I need to tell you something,But I just don’t know how,You make me so happy,But I am really struggling with life right now,You said I can tell you anything,But I’m too scared to,As I don’t want you realise how damaged I am,And for me to lose you,You agreed to marry...

I did my time,Serving in hell,I was a sinner,And so I fell,I dug my grave,And I jumped in,I was prepared to die,For all my sins,Suicide was a certainty,I accepted my fate,I didn’t know how to love,All I knew was hate,It drove me there,My own head,Dying wasn’t a problem,As inside I...

Hello doctor, we meet again,Here to talk about my imaginary friend,He won’t leave me alone, just like you,Who to believe, you both say it’s true,You call me crackers, mad and insane,Then pump me full of pills and send me on my way,Spark up a cigarette with me,And tell me how...

I’ve felt mad and manic now,For quite a while,But in a world that does nothing but baffle me,I can only sit back and smile,Life feels so strange and weird,It’s a confusing time we live in,And the maddest thing about it all,Is it made more sense to me when I was...

A whole litre down,With another bottle started,Drinking for my sorrows,As I’m so blue and downhearted,The dark, sweet nectar,Gets easier with every sip,I slowly lose my senses,And slowly lose grip,I see a pirate on the front,And I dream of life at sea,A long way from you,A long way from me,Chorus: Oh...

Depression takes a hold of me, yet again,I feel so alone, alcohol my only friend,Quiet all day, waiting till the wife goes to bed,Then I put a knife to my wrists, constant thoughts in my head,No tears, no such thing,Only a smile, madness is king,iPod on, random select,The depressing ones,...

I’ve come from a world of hurt,And I’ve risen myself from the dirt,But I live with constant bad memories,And my mind likes to remind me,Remind me of my pain,And it’s driving me slightly insane,I just can’t escape that place,Hence why most nights I get shit faced,Each night she goes to...

Retro man, in a camper van,Not as it all seems,On route 66, getting his kicks,Living the American Dream,Writing songs, short and long,With a joint in one hand and a guitar in the other,Hippy by heart, straight from the start,Calling everyone sister and brother,Make no mistake, friendly face,Picking up hitchhikers along...

I loved your sweet kiss,And sometimes I just miss,The way I used to feel,When everything was so surreal,I still crave your sweet nectar,But I’m married now and I know better,You made me feel all strong and brave,I think that’s why you I still crave,Up for five days straight, I hardly...

Man's Ruin: Part OneI am a home wrecker,Poisoned apples I leave out,I’m the woman your wife despises,And the one your mummy warned you about,Lives I set out to destroy,With the click of my fingers,I lure men like you in,Turn a saint into a sinner,I am soon to be your mistress,You...