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The beauty of this world we cannot see,Cos we are blinded by the bright lights from the neon fake,And trying to find that peace that was once already there,Was human’s biggest mistake,We put ourselves in this daily nightmare,When we were meant to live a dream,We don’t challenge why or even...

I’m floating on a lost breeze of depressional rhythm,Lost in an existence of nothing,With only my conscience that is aware of my being,My sleep deprived mind believes that the reality of life is actually a thing,I am like a vibration on a guitar string,As it is plucked from the tears...

I’ve been raised up so I can fall,I’ve been locked in a prison but told I can open the gate,I’m told I’m worth it but they convinced me I’m worthless,I’ve been institutionalised by the self-hate,They tell me that I am unique,Yet tell me I’m exactly the same,They tell me my...

I am just a madman in your eyes,A dangerous freak in human clothes,With a mind that knows of only evil,And love and comparison is something I will never know,Your stories of my kind have defined me,Even if I live in a so called tolerant age,You may have released us from...

As the woman I once loved,Laughs and sings her hate for me,I sit here begging life for the slightest bit of peace,Just for a few moments, to know what it’s like to be free,The memories and demons they torture,My beaten and fragile mind,Screaming such vivid depictions of a time I...

I look at all the pretty birds,Flying high in that sky,Free from all the pain of a human’s mind,Completely free, never to ask why,Even with all the problems that I face,The biggest burden that I share,Is that I am down here,And not up there,One day though,And one day soon,I will...

I’ve drunk my drink, the bottle’s gone, this can-not last,If I don’t get a grip on my life, I’ll go downhill fast,What happened to them, was no one’s fault,Yet our lives have come to a halt,Look out! he’s drunk again,With a bottle of vodka as his only friend,We had a...

I have a Jeffrey Dahmer brain,I had the tests when I was young,I’m a damaged fucked up little psycho,And then some,My brain and his brain share the same patterns and colours,Him and me share the same kind of isolation,But he bowed down to them voices,,Where I chose to listen to...

River stop,River go, Receiving bliss,From the river’s flow,The trickle of the stream,A poet’s dream,Progression that’s always moving,The sound of the river, so very soothing,Reflections of the sun,Bouncing of its mirrored face,River, Oh Sweet River,Sending me to my happy place,River stop,River go,Receiving bliss,From the river’s flow,With the trickle of kaleidoscopic dreams,From...

I woke up half way through the night,Covered in crisp pieces, emptiness and fag ash,I saw the broken flickering lights from the TV in the dark,And my flat covered in trash,I drank the dregs of yesterday’s beer,Oh, and don’t worry I didn’t swallow the fag butt this time,I pull my...

Schizophrenia straight from hell,A madman’s curse,I may be little bit crazy,But the people who are classed as “sane” are a darn sight worse,The media and the clueless,Tell tall tales of witchery,Convincing common folk that my kind are monsters,Making up horror stories filled with fear and mystery,With no care to think...

As I rested at the root of a tree,I allowed my mind to escape with the breeze of the leaves,My eyes started to become open,And then I was finally allowed to see,Realisation come crashing down,And the meaning of my existence shown to me like words of a script,An epiphany before...

I rest my eyes,I try to sleep,But the demons always follow me,And in my dreams they creep,Pain and punishment,Is all I’ve ever really known,I try to get better each and every day,But the demons will always call my mind their home,So in the darkness,My head will always be,They will make...